My son, Nathan, had sinus surgery several months ago. It was outpatient surgery, so he wasn't admitted to the hospital. We went in on a Friday morning and were back home by the middle of the afternoon.
I really hadn't prepared myself for seeing him once the surgery was over. He was very groggy, to say the least. Since it was sinus surgery, the doctor had taped a huge mound of gauze right underneath his nose. Before we left the surgery recovery area, the nurses gave us instructions on what to do in the next few days. They told us to expect a lot of bleeding. That was, to say the least, an understatement, like Noah saying "It looks like rain!" Nathan had a lot of blood that was contantly draining from the sinuses down the back of his throat. As a result, he kept spitting out a lot of blood.
I was handling everything okay until I saw my son bleeding. I had worked in a funeral home before and even helped to enbalm bodies. Blood isn't something I'm squeamish about...... but this time it was different. It was my son who was bleeding.
That night I was getting ready for bed and the Holy Spirit spoke to my heart and said, “Hey, it was very uncomfortable as a father seeing the blood of your son, wasn’t it?”
WHAM! It hit me right between the eyes! What I had felt earlier that day with Nathan bleeding paled in comparison to how God must have felt as He watched Jesus shed His blood for the sins of the world.
No parent likes to see the blood of their child, yet God watched Jesus receive a beating that left Him beyond recognition. He saw the nails in the hands and feet. He saw the splinters on the cross dig into His back. He saw the crown of thorns. He saw the whole thing.
No parent likes to see the blood of their child. Yet God, according to Romans 5:8, allowed Jesus to die a brutal death while we were still sinners.
I’ll have to be honest, that kind of love blows me away. I don’t EVER want to either of my children hurt – yet the love of God is so amazing that He allowed His Son to come and bleed and die so that you and I might have life.
I'm so thankful to God for such a love that I can't fully understand, but it's a love I'm desperate for!

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